January 2010
2010 Show Me Your Fcking Teeth!
Here’s to you 2010! To New Beginnings and Liquor!
Resolutions:
Go to the gym and get some muscle! Mmm Sexy! [I have a gym member ship now. I’m suppose to go Monday, Wednesday, Friday and weekends in the morning :D]
Start to learn a new language. Or attempt.
No more speeding tickets :D
Get into UMH!
Have all my units done by the end of the year! Transfer after Fall Quarter!
No...
2009 What a Fucking Mess
This year has been some crazy shit. Let us reflect:
January
-Nick’s Birthday [Racing down 880 from Milpitas to Union City! SECOND PLACE BTCHES]
-Trip to the Zoo :D Yay! Animals!
-Kevin and Piggy’s Birthday XD
February
-Chinese New Years Parade! Fun shit! Dancing Buildings and angry white choreographer XD Bahahaha
-More Partying/Hot Potting
-Got into the Musical! Hello Family!
...
December 2009
Lying in bed thinking how you should be here with...
Your colored contacts, layers of make up, and...
adarahble:
(via sickphilosophy)
It just helps… a lot. HAHAHAHAHA
The love you take is equal to the love you make....
I think i’m gonna make this one of my New Years Resolutions
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have you ever got in trouble by the police?
Ugh thanks for reminding me. I was driving home from Sacramento and I was dozing off so I started to speed. I almost hit a cop, but I swerved and braked into the next lane. The cop pulled off the freeway and after he was out of sight I sped off again. Well, the cop was behind me in minutes. SPEEDING TICKET!
Ask me something! Try me :P
Sleep Overs
Sam: Ryan I remember the first time I slept over at Kevin's you were telling me all this gay stuff. Like, At night we take each others pants off and touch each other. Sometimes we like to even touch them.
Me: Yup, that sounds like something I would say.
I need a book!
Any suggestions?
I've been reading a lot lately
ravetoon:
I think I’ve been trying to escape from reality lately and reading has been acting as that escape.
*sigh*
I need a book! Suggestions?
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Are you Straight?
Srsly? Who’s asked this. I’m kinda freaked to post this answer on formspring.me because my family has no idea i’m out already.
But srsly?! Am I not obvious? Hahahah
But of coarse I put myself on blast on tumblr.
YES I’m fucking gay!
ASK it beezys
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what kooky hairstyle are you planning to rock...
My hairs not kooky D: Q_Q
Lol that aside.
I’m just trying to tame my hair right now. It’s always being unruly.
So my hair is gonna remain a faux hawk until i think of something new. :P
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ASK IT
Things to Do Tomorrow
Because Tumblr is gonna be the first thing I open when I wake up:
Change Sheets!
Clean Room!
Stop by Satomi and apply for a part time job!
Go fill out Pomodoro application
Return AA
Return Adidas bag
CLEAN UP YOUR DESK
Get plans set for New Years!
558. TRY TO SEE HOW SPECIAL SOMEONE AS SOON AS...
(via gotwisdom)
Dear Vodka
I Absolutely love you. You take me all the way to the Skyy.
But last night you blacked me out! WTF?! So someone needs to fill me in. Last thing I remember was sitting on the kitchen floor throwing up in a paper bag. Not fun.
Also, Vodka. WTF?! My parents left me at home today because you kept me in bed all morning so I didn’t get to go to Gilroy.
Oh well. Vodka. I still love you.
Love...
X-Mas
Thank Baby Jesus that’s over…
I can’t wait for New Years to come around. Got a few more things I need to clean up so my slate is clean for the new year. Then to celebrate with an entire stomach full of alcohol to drink all the bad things away from 09.
2009 you were a fucking MESS!
Purge
Not my best recovery tactic but my most effective.
The process is simple;
1. Delete person’s phone number from phone
2. Delete all txts from person
3. Delete all call history to and from the person
4. Delete all Voicemails from person
5. Now the phone is completely Purged
I then decide if I want to completely remove this person from my life by choosing whether or not to remove all...
You know that scene in movies where someone does...
Yeah that’s me. It’s killing me to try and delete your number each time.
Learning.
teenamariselle:
amayzingly:
We miss out on so many beautiful things simply because we allow ourselves to be enslaved by our own selfish concerns. Go for the man of deeds and not for the man of words, for you will find rewarding happiness, not with the man you love but the man who loves you more. The best lovers are those capable of loving from a distance, far enough to allow the person to...
Toss and Turn
I hate it when I dream because I know it’s a dream almost immediately because it’s too good or too bad to be true.
Last night I dreamt:
I was sleeping downstairs on the couch waiting for Santa to bring me what I wanted for Christmas. As soon as I heard him come down the chimney I covered my eyes and when I knew he was gone I opened my eyes. To my suprise, there you were. A large bow...
Ryan can you try a straight phase?
Me: No straight phase!
Connie: Vag doesn't interest you?
Me: Not really
Me: It's gross
Me: It looks like a sad old man
Connie: ....
Spending my Christmas Eve watching Desperate...
yrrohnicdisputes:
justry4n:
yrrohnicdisputes:
justry4n:
I wouldn’t want to spend it any other way.
Nice!
And now its even better because I have a glass of wine :D
I’m so jealous. =[
Oh? Well now my Christmas is even better XD
Merry Christmas Yrroh!
Spending my Christmas Eve watching Desperate...
yrrohnicdisputes:
justry4n:
I wouldn’t want to spend it any other way.
Nice!
And now its even better because I have a glass of wine :D
Spending my Christmas Eve watching Desperate...
I wouldn’t want to spend it any other way.
I threw my arms up
Baby, I gave up, I gave up.
I’m so speechless.
Drunk Call
Sigh. That was either the stupidest or smartest call i’ve ever made. I dunno whats going on right now. I wish he was awake when I made it and I didn’t have to do that as a voice mail.
I hope you understand.
I really wanted to make it work but i’m not going to be able to handle it.
“There’s not much of a difference between a stadium full of cheering fans...”
– Sue Sylvester
I need a drink.
HIV
I got tested last week.
I drove to the doctors office crying because I was so scared of what the results were gonna be and what would happen.
Longest drive of my life.
I got to the center at least 30 minutes early and just sat in the car completely breaking down.
By the time I got in I was fine and level headed. I sat in the chair for them to call me. Waiting seemed like forever. The short...
I just feel drained and I need to refuel some how.
I just haven’t figured that out yet.
